My Story

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2004 to 2006
aged: 1
From: Mansfield

Millie Jo Carlin
Fell To Earth: 4th May 2004
Flew To Heaven: 1st February 2006
Blew Out: One Candle On Earth, 2 In Heaven.

Broken Hearts Left Behind: Mummy,Daddy,Sisters,Brot hers,Aunties,Uncles,
Grandparents,Cousins,Friends Of The Family Who Knew & Loved Her.

Taking Care Of Her In The Clouds: Grandpa, Mama, All The Other Angels

Millie's passing:Wednesday 1st February 2006, 7:54am Last time I saw my Sister Millie alive, I was about to set off for school, Millie was munching on Malt loaf, smearing Butter around her face, Watching Noddy on the television, She was wearing her beige patchwork pyjamas with the Teddy on. "Bye Millie" I waved, She waved a very buttery hand back, "Bye" She said, Then I went.

I returned home from school around 3:30pm I was surprised to see a paramedic car outside my house, I went in and was greeted by my uncle, "Mum and Steve have gone to the hospital" he informed me "Why?" I asked, "Its not upto me to tell you" He said, I wasn't worried, maybe my mum's had a fall or something I thought and bounded upstairs, Millie's bedroom door was open, her bed was pulled out at a funny angle, Weird I thought, Then left it.

About half an hour later, My step-dad's dad came to pick me up to take me to the hospital, "Whats Happened?" I asked when we was on our way, "I Don't Know" he replied, he looked rather uncomfortable, I felt my stomach go all funny, What if it was serious I thought, We got to the hospital and my step-dad was outside, "Come here" he said and I followed him into a room, My Mum and the hospital vicar, a doctor and some nurses, My mum was crying "Wheres Millie!" I shouted "I Want Millie!" The other people left the room, It was just me and mum, She then told me then My Beautiful Millie had died, It was that day my heart broke.

Turns out that Millie was put for a nap around 11 o'clock in the morning my Mum could her playing about upstairs, Millie had just had her first bed 2 weeks before and loved the fact she could get up and play with her toys! Around half 12 my mum heard Millie crying, But she knew that if Millie wanted something she would come out her room and left it at that, Millie eventually stopped crying, My mum went up around 2 to wake her, She found Millie wedged down the side her bed against the wall, her head slumped forward on the mattress, she tried to pull her free but she was stuck fast, She moved the bed out, Millie fell to the floor. She rang for an ambulance. When at the hospital they tried for 45 minutes to bring Millie back but nothing could be done, Gone...aged 21 months.

If you ever knew Millie you would have known what a pleasure she was like to have around, She was full of smiles and giggles, She loved people, She loved animals, especially our cat Tom whom she called Bom! She was always happy, hardly ever cried, She loved her toys, Her baby programmes, tweenies, teletubbies, Roly Mo,peppa pig,Noddy you name it! we had the Cbeebies channel on from 6 in the morning to 7 at night Every Day, even now can still quote songs by heart! Millie was a beautiful little girl, golden curls, bright blue eyes, rosy cheeks, button nose, the works! her hair was lovely tight loose ringlets which wouldnt look any different if you brushed them! I nick named her dandelion fluff because its what it looked like in the morning! Millie loved to play in the garden, she loved to play with the water fountain, She loved being read to, she loved taking her pushchair for walks, Millie loved everything about life and couldn't wait for the next adventure! each day was different and special with Millie!

I miss her so much it well and truly hurts, she was our shining star, keeping us smiling, Millie you will be always missed, always remembered,
and always LOVED. Oh How I've cried for you angel xxxxxx
Forever In My Thoughts & Heart your heartbroken Sister Bethanie
Sleep peacefully in your garden of rest xxxx
All My love and Hugs and Kisses X X X X


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